I have my last exam for 3rd semester MBA tomorrow. And there's power in the house, can't read anything because all the material is in my laptop and no charge left. I can make a little arrangements for few time but not interested to study.
I am writing this blog post from my mobile android app BLOGGER.
I have been loving the feeling to write blogs but couldn't make it a habit or atleast less frequently. But it's been a occasional thing. Check my last 4 posts. They are posted long back.
At this point of my life, I feel alone. I have very good friends, or even close friends. But still there is emptiness.
I have changed a lot. Many started hating me. But I don't really care. They cannot affect my life. Actually they are true they show what they feel against me, its always that way. But people who say they care, I don't feel that they care. I feel everywhere that don't care atmosphere. Even on tv's, reality shows, in real world, friends families, relations, everywhere that don't care attitude exists. People deny but inside they know "yes it is way it is". But nobody admits that's human tendency, they cannot have much of bitterness. I am saying bitterness because what I said was truth, and "truth is butter" : "sach kadwa hota hai|" - this is a proverb in both the languages, english and hindi.
I pitty people but I cannot do anything, this thought makes me sad and scared that I cannot do anything, it takes time I will definitely do something about it. I need time, situation, I have to learn to teach. I have known a lot, but the world is not me, there are plenty of people with lot's of different thoughts. I must plan, know how to do thing's. There is always the right time to do anything but the consequences are always there to face or to over come them, things should be know and planned up. Hoping for something positive and good.
My thoughts are random and cannot be accessed so easily because I may forget, so I just put it here on my blog.
sethu
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