Tuesday delighted and ended but very undelightful

I just came from my last exam in the semester, just fucked up diffinently fail in this exams. Other exams where awesome.
Last exam so I was pretty excited that's why couldn't prepare and fucked it up.

I finished it an hour before, it was too shameful but couldn't resist staying in the hall and acting like an idiot.

Before thr exam time would get over, all of my friends started coming out of the exam hall one by one, and they knew the exam is all fucked up.

Soon after that we were heading to Shayan's place for a party, but Bala wasn't ready. So I said we will head up. But I asked Riazul to call them up and ask them to come.

A guest has arrived with us out college mate Sumit Khandelwal

Soon after reaching I started smoking weed and Shayan accompanied with me for the firt half of the joint and later half was all on me, Rajesh had two puffs for the very first time. And as it was about to finish up Bala entered and had a long, very long puff of it.

Later then everyone gathered up, and we started our party it was ROYAL STAG whisky on the menu. In between our gang's old friend Suhas joined us. And we all were drinking and later after few hour's later. A quarrel started and then it turned out it be real bad. I was broke into tears literally.

I was feeling guilty because it was all on me, I was the reason behind it and nobody knew it. I could understand how the thing's were going bad. And I was afraid but it was controlled somehow. Because we all loved each other that over perceptiobs couldn't take over it.

And every left home.

The day started delighted but ended up very undelightful.

But I love you guys. The only friends I found I could trust.

Ankit, Bala, Dhaval, Rajesh, Riazul, Shayan & last but not the least Tauseef.

sethu

Sound Minded Post #1

I have my last exam for 3rd semester MBA tomorrow. And there's power in the house, can't read anything because all the material is in my laptop and no charge left. I can make a little arrangements for few time but not interested to study.

I am writing this blog post from my mobile android app BLOGGER.

I have been loving the feeling to write blogs but couldn't make it a habit or atleast less frequently. But it's been a occasional thing. Check my last 4 posts. They are posted long back.

At this point of my life, I feel alone. I have very good friends, or even close friends. But still there is emptiness.

I have changed a lot. Many started hating me. But I don't really care. They cannot affect my life. Actually they are true they show what they feel against me, its always that way. But people who say they care, I don't feel that they care. I feel everywhere that don't care atmosphere. Even on tv's, reality shows, in real world, friends families, relations, everywhere that don't care attitude exists. People deny but inside they know "yes it is way it is". But nobody admits that's human tendency, they cannot have much of bitterness. I am saying bitterness because what I said was truth, and "truth is butter" : "sach kadwa hota hai|" - this is a proverb in both the languages, english and hindi.

I pitty people but I cannot do anything, this thought makes me sad and scared that I cannot do anything, it takes time I will definitely do something about it. I need time, situation, I have to learn to teach. I have known a lot, but the world is not me, there are plenty of people with lot's of different thoughts. I must plan, know how to do thing's. There is always the right time to do anything but the consequences are always there to face or to over come them, things should be know and planned up. Hoping for something positive and good.

My thoughts are random and cannot be accessed so easily because I may forget, so I just put it here on my blog.

sethu

High 2.. 12 October 2012.. 18.09

If someone stops talking to he's unable to think what he can tell you.
If you are talking to someone thousands of think come in mind and you say something you find the coolest and that he seriously likes you.
If someone can't think of something nice about you. They seriously don't know you much.
If you stood up somewhere thinking about someone you are too much into them.
How much someone thinks about you that much he cares for you.
Sometimes people forgot to go deeper in thoughts that's wen people find themselves alone because they will someone be there to help me with thoughts.
The more a person stays away the mote stubborn he is.
If someone is asking you much questions he's trying to know your mind and if you tell him truth and if they much up with you rhythm then you both will like together.

High... 12.oct.2013.. 5.29 pm

Shit I forgot what I was thinking, now what blinking my eyes that means I m thinking what I was thinking that makes you more hotter, thats why people who think much are the most hot peolple, they will have a hot vibration in the body that makes them hot and this hot vibration comes when they think much in their mind will have current passing through the body and that current will give heat.
The much you think the much you sweat. If you concentrate on food then you will have less sweating.
I am missing up many things, when someone is telling you something he is speaking the mind and if changes his mind then be sure he's scared of you. that's why he betrayed you. People who fear you betray a lot. Because they don't have enough gutts to tell you and do things. May be they don't want you to feel bad for a moment if they dint care seriously they don't care. Shit I shouldn't delete anything.
If you write your mind and people like it then there's a little similarity between yours and his thinking and if you blow someones mind then you know and can control someone's mind because you're are thinking is same
The more you can make someone fool the more you know them
And if someone makes you fool he knows you better.
So this line sounds awesome
She makes me feel like a fool
The more you admire someone the more you love them.
The more a person can understand you the more you like them because the vibration in their body is moving similar to then
This is also right.
The rhythm of the body of two soul flows very well.
Ya if you are flowing some where and someone flows with you then you meet up.
The people who can match rhythm with you likes you a lot that's why he wants to match up with you. And if he has a ability to match up with you then he will be there.
If he can't match up with you then he will be away.
The more close you get to a person the more they amuse you.
If you want to get close to someone then just amuse them.
If someone is close to you then he will like everything about you.
If someone that close doesn't like something about you then he has a thought that you have missed the rhythm and then they will get away from you. And that happens in friends a lot. If someone stops talking to you then theirs something about you that changed and he doesn't like you.
The rhtym of your body has a little change that the other person is not able catch and that disturbs their mind and since they are afraid to loss what is on their mind they will think to get away from you.
If someone is trying to get away that means he has put a stop to the thinking he was doing. Or something bad that he can't resist so he's moving away. And if you try to call that person and irritate him then he will have a very high power in his mind that he can't take then he will get unconscious and if he can take it than he will fight.
The doctors pass up shock because disturbs your thought and you come back to real life and your thoughts have a stop.
The more a person can control his thoughts the more he control himself.
Best thing to do is meditation it teaches controlling mind then the current inside the mind cools down. The volts of power decreases. The power in the body is the energy we have the more power and free mind the more stamina you have.
The more a person can control his mind the more he can control other's because common thing's are a lot to keep them interesting.  Omg just checked how much I wrote that's huge man. Ha ha.
The more a person changes para the more he's changing thoughts very different.
If he's continuing the para that means he is thinking a lot about the samething.
So the more big para the more deeper he's thinking but if doesn't make much sense.
You should write things that the other person has the capacity to understand.
What he knows he can understand.
A person who thinks you may not understand the thing explains more.  The more you concentrate the more you wanna learn the more interesting you get.

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Nobody can bloody ever be straightforward.
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